The future. Something everyone has undoubtedly been thinking about everyday. Even when you're an elderly person, you would still think about it. A word that terrifies most mankind.
I have been thinking about my future a lot lately. And a bit uncertain what it has in store for me. Will I be able to graduate the first year with a satisfying mark? The most asked question to myself. Am I doing good enough? With the piles of works given, it's a little hard to catch up. I have done most of the works. But with the recent week being a tutorial week, it's hard not to feel it as a one-week holiday. So, in the end, I only did a few of them. Which leads me to disappointment of unending criticism; why didn't I finish them all at once? I think most of us (teenagers, especially) are like that. Afraid of what lies ahead, still i don't really work that hard. I keep telling myself there is enough to finish all the work. And at the same time thinking about the insecurities i have. I certainly have to fix this habit of mine, for all I know.
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